7.3.05

esse dia vai chegar, eu espero, miserável...
ai sim, não vou sentir mais medo de viver.
vou esqueçer este sentimento de culpa,
não sei do quê, não sei porquê, apenas sinto a.
vou deixar de desiludir aqueles que não mereçem.
quero amar mais, quero deixar que me amem...
deixei me afundar, desliguei me suavemente...

são os pequenos promenores que me trazem de volta...

"i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way"

nine inch nails - hurt